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A few months ago I came across an eye-opening realization: I am a passive being. I am the kind of person that needs something to push them forward, or I can just lay very very still and let the world pass me by.
How ironic that one of my greatest fears in my youth, I've found, was being forgotten, left behind, not taken into account. The idea of being expendable rattled me to my core.
Not to say it doesn't still do that, but I've gained a bit of perspective.
Being the passive person I've found that I am, it seems I need conflict in order to find my way. When my little safe, comforting environment gets thrown out of wack, being it because of a fight with my dad/sister, criticism that strikes close to home, feeling oppressed, etc, my reactions are, to say the least, impressive.
It worries me that what I've found to be my potential can only be unleashed through an effect the outside world has on me, or a designated path someone else sets me on. How do I tap into it myself?
My lazyness is my own worst enemy. Forget the insecurities, forget the fact that I'm naive and gullible to an apparent fault. What good is having 'talent' if I lack the will to harness it?
Why am I so obsessed with being the best from the get-go? Why am I so scared of failing, even in the smallest of manners?
Because you are human. You haven't realized that the fear of failing is the reason you are not moving forward. You hold on to what little praise you got in your past when it was easy to excel, and fearing that you are no longer good enough, refuse to try. Because the one you are scared of disappointing isn't you father or the people that you love. The one you fear disappointing is yourself. The thought that you might not be good enough anymore terrifies you. That is alright, but you can't let it stop you. You have to move forward.
Forward. Sideways. Backward. It doesn't matter. You just have to move. Staying still is the worst thing that we can do. Be it in personal growth, be it in physical health, be it in emotional state. Humans are creatures that adapt beautifully, that you doesn't mean they lose who they are in the process. It means that they take it with them.
Moving. You need to keep moving.
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| Y ahora para la tarea. |
[16 Nov 2008|08:43pm] |
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Hoy fue un dia geniaaaaaal!! Wow, amo ayudar en estos bazares y cosas :) Hoy fue el primer dia del bazar de Invedin, en us bazar navideño que se hace todos los años en la quinta Esmeralda, y yo he sido voluntaria para diferentes cosas los ultimos tres :), pero este año fue mi favorito! xD ayudar en caja y inventario es muy divertido >D mas de lo que uno se imagine. Osea, tiene sus momentos hiper estresantes (como todo en esta vida :D) pero igual. Excelente. Si no tuviera Lopez mañana y pre-entrega de 3D el martes, iria de nuevo :).
Bueno estos ultimos dias han sido divertidos, el viernes se cancelo la playa D:, bueno para no ser tan dramaticos digamos que se desplazo de fecha. En verdad me cayo SUPER bien porque esta semana tengo 329754389523w entregas (jaja no... pero es semana de cortes D:) pero igual yo queria manejar a la playa!! BUUU... bueno ahem... entonces se cancelo y tuve el sabado para mi solita :) (y mi Puchita) dormimos casi todo el dia, pero tuve unas ideas interesantes para 3D. En la noche fuimos a donde el ñangara (xD) pero yo me tuve que ir temprano para ir al cumple de mi primita. Ok, sabemos cuanto tiempo ha pasado desde que vi a mis primos? Mucho. Fue emocionante y divertido y un poco incomodo en la mesa de mi familia... pero supongo que eso era de esperarse despues de tanto tiempo. Ver a mi primo fue divertido... y a su primo! Esta enorme dios... D:! Porque todo el mundo se puso alto menos yo?! xD y mi primita!! 15!! no lo puedo creer... estoy vieja... y hace rato que no veia a mi tia A en una situacion no-familiar :) se me habia olvidado q ella y mi primo siempre se han mantenido cercanos a pesar de todo. Ojala yo hubiera tenido tanto sentido comun en vez de dejarme llevar por la corriente u_u'.
Hoy domingo fue EXCELENTE. Como lo dije antes, ame ayudar en el bazar. Llegue y me toco estacionar en la Torre Europa porque aun a las 10 y faltando 2 horas para abrir la gente estaba haciendo cola afuera y el estacionamente estaba full :O. Increible. La back-up the K-mi y Eu no vino asi q me movieron para estar con ella y Mari nos ayudo con el sistema :). La mañana fue super ajetrada @_@ mucha gente comprando muchas cosas y muchas cajas queriendose caer del estante y mucha gente mayor pensando que tenia razon y haciendonos la vida imposible D:! Porque es tan dificil entender que las maquinas pueden ayudar? >.>... bueno el punto es que los clientes estresados y mujeres tracaleras pasaron y se fueron en la mañana, el resto del dia nos toco mucha gente relativamente bien :)... osea... tambien nos tocaron unos amargados por ahi, pero me entienden. Le robaron unas cosas a la mujer estresada de al lado >.<# lo peor es que a mi me parecio sospechoso pero Ma. Elena me daba miedo y no la quise corregir... idiota yo. Pero hubo mucha comida bueno y compre la pasta magica de tartufo y el aceitico y el muy bueno y los chocolates!! Los mejores chocolates del mundo O¬O. Asi que hoy fue un buen dia! Y tambien vi a Danimamita! La extraño tanto T_T. De verdad que me hace full falta mi ñññññ-a y mi abrazo y mi dosis de adorabilidad semanal que ella me daba ˚A˚. I miss her a lot. Tambien vi a Vane (jaja... como siempre con Dany xD) y otra gente... y Vero!! Y nos hemos fajado a hablar... xD leconte cosas que ni me habia contado a mi misma jaja. Pero fue excelente :) tenia que descargar mis molestias... ahora me siento mucho mejor ♥ (y hasta afortunada... XD.)
Mmmm bueno deberia ir a escribir mails y hacer bocetos felices :)
NYYYYYYYA
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| Sueño sueñito da sueño... |
[15 Nov 2008|06:17pm] |
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mmmmne... in spanish now cuz I said so...
Debo dejar de dormir 2 horas una noche y mas de 12 la siguiente, no puede ser saludable xD.
Estoy seriamente considerando aprender a coser para empezar a hacerme ropa (cosplay 8D) aunque se que hacerlo invocaria la rabia y desprecio de una amiga D: porque la gente es tan posesiva? (yeah... I'm on to talk xD... pero igual!) porque creo q me iria mejor asi que comprando los trajes pre-hechos o esclavizar a mi amiga para que me los haga @_@.... debo tomar una desicion pronto. Y cuando carrisos es Avalancha? Ya esta decidido que voy de prinny... pero igual ayudaria saber CUANDO es la cosa. Gabiota tiene que terminar de enterarse.
mmmm los modulos de 3D... los deberia estar haciendo... pero tengo hambre D:. Donde hay comida en esta casa?? buuu u_u
meeeeh... me sorprende que tan rapido recaigo en el vicio que es internet. Entre el facebook, devart, livejournal, y ahora esto presiento q voy a perder mas de una o dos horitas diarias xD. I am so hopeless!
Vale acotar que Mangui y yo estabamos destinadas a conocernos =) ayer Gabiota (jajaja..) nos presento por MSN... a Lu le va a dar una vaina cuando se entere de que nos conocimos por otros lares que no lo incluyen a el xD... pero! Esto quiere decir q no importa que, nos conoceriamos :D! Me da esperanza! Yay for new friendships~
Wow a Puchi si le gusta dormir.... se acosto ayer a 'darse una siesta' como a las 10.30-11 y sigue ahi echada a las 12 del dia xD. Bueno si no durmiera asi no seria mi Puchi :)... (igual es ridiculo aunque yo haga lo mismo 8D)
Mañana va a ser tan ajetreado D:! Me da miedo... deberia estar haciendo tantas tareas hoy... como 3D y color y por lo menos parte de los 43096758203498235734853 bocetos de ICV... y... y.. y... digital... AUNQUE porque la vida es bella y Dios decidio quererme no hay digital este Lunes :D!! Ven que feliz es? YAY!!!!! (aunque el que debe star saltando en una pata en Michael... XD) y me dio demasiada risa que ni el sabe como es q son los animalitos o.o... voy a hacer unos cuantos y mandarselos para que no termine pariendose 17 animalitos solito. Ademas Illustrator es como terapeutico 8D.
Ah y yo ando reclutando gente para la playa y no tengo la menor idea en que carros los voy a meter... en mi carrito solo puedo con 3 personas atras (a menos q Niluchi me preste su carro lo cual no creo q pase y ademas es automatico >8( so no fun) y cori tambien puede con 4... osea q yo llevo a vago, gabiota, y jesus (y pu), y a cori le encaleto a nina, barbie, y ale... y aun queda espacio para mas! >D ahora solo espero que Cori diga q si quiere ir! jaja...
por otro lado estan los enjendros D:... damn se los trendre que encalatar a... ummm... hector? tendre que revisar las posibiliades de hector y su carro... si no los amigos de Pu llevaran a un gentio y se volveran amigos en el camino 8D! hmmm deberia a aprender a pensar estas cosas antes de invitar a medio mundo a la playa xD. Cuales son los chances de que me presten la Previa? 8D Bueno, de alguna forma tenemos que llegar a la playa =D ojala los arquitectonicos se animen y dejen de cancelar >O este plan me tiene emocionada! y mela y Lu... esos dos tambien hay q encaletarselos a... Simon! ok... hmmm.... oye si... debo averiguar cuanta gente va en el carro de Sisi... hmmm... Y QUE HARE CON MONKY? shit... ummm... el tiene acceso a un carro creo... si no... Sisi to the rescue? :> I am gonna get killed. Y eso que le queria decir a Galia D8... I really need to star thinking this stuff through. Aunque de acuerdo a Pu en su facultad hay muchos carros asi que deberia haber suficiente espacio... Lo que tengo q hacer es conseguir otro prodimelodico con carro xD.... nah mentira... q interes tan feo de mi parte xD. We'll figure it out!
Ademas seguro llego el lunes voy a Prodi y me da por decirle a medio salon de ICV 8D.
mmmm bueno.... hora de ir a buscar comida 8D NYAAAA
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| Wisdom teeth = GONE! |
[26 Jul 2008|02:45am] |
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I... can't remember the last time I wrote here. My lj has slowly become this sort of place where I rarely visit. This is happening a lot. A year ago you could follow my life by reading the BoL... today... you'd need records of chats, phonecalls, emails, to be able to understand what's going on.
I liked it better before, but I am terrified to writting some truths down. Because to me writting some things down in here or my BoL... means accepting that they are real.
I failed. I got rejected from all the US colleges I applied to. So I am re-applying this year, and hoping.
In the meantime I am going to start a three year 'career' here in an art institute, even though it is not recognized anywhere else. But practice is practice and I have to do what I can do.
I also have someone now. Yes, we're romantically involved even though the circumstances are terrible at the moment. But I don't care. I want to be with him more than I've wanted a lot of things in my life.
I got my wisdom pulled out! I got the nervous giggles this morning, then cried like a baby coming out of the anesthesia. Oh yeah. They put me under for the procedure! I was so thankful for that @_@ though I think I might have woken up half way through xD. The nurses were Curru, Mairana, and Chiguei (boy) and they were all great. I loved their names lol.
the day has been interesting... geeting weepy this morning has made me emotianally sensitive all day. The whole having stiches in my mouth thing is as awkward as it is amusing lol. The stiches are so cool. Too bad I can't touch them like I could with the hernia ones xD seeing as these are in my mouth and... infectable. Also the amount of effort I can do with my jaw is minimal, which renders me completely vulerable cuz my best method of defesense is biting. Meeeeeh. Guess no going out till then , ya? lol
Also since I have been knocked out of it most of the day mom has been pampering me :3 it's been great. She made me the soup I love and when I spilled apple juice she told me not to worry and picked it up. I feel so pampered ^w^.
And ice packs are my friends. My mouth starts to remotely hurt and then BAM! Ice pack it and it is gone lol xD so yeah. Getting the wise teeth taken out wasnt anywhere nearly as bad the world made me think (then again, mine where all straight which made my case really simple. Lucky me! And no swelling so far :3 My lip stayed asleep twice as long as my face which made it feel uber weird lol. I dunno. I'd rather have my parts awake o.o Sneezing and yawning hurts really bad though o.o
so yes. That is my life so far in a nutshell and my day in a long explanation lol.
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| All the people in the world~! |
[27 Feb 2008|01:10pm] |
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I really like this song owo... yay for sudden techno with bongy things... >w> yush >w< I got the vid off a girl I watch in DevArt... I want the mp3 version... if you has it send it mah way!
speaking of DevArt... Go Check me out! I uploaded everything I've done in England so far :3 The home exam series is particularly pretty if I do say so myslef >w< and I recommend you drop by the scraps, a lot of my gesture drawings are there owo so yah... please check it out~!
My sister talked me into doing a diet with her... lol.. how'd she talk me into it I do not know, but she did xD I know her motication is so this boy that was hitting on her but got with another girl goes gaga when she goes back home, but me? I think... ummm... o.o... so I can go to the beach? I dunno. Maybe to avoid my mother's critisism? lol xD point is, I'm not being as strick as sisi is, but I am going to try to keep my diet under control.
I finally sent my portfolio/home exam drawings/etc etc to RISD! That is, it's getting taken over to Rhode Island by courier today :3 cuz it needs to be there by FRIDAY~ they were so nice to give me an extension ;w;... I was supposed to have everything turend in by the 15th but they said it would be all right if I sent it in by the end of the month... thank god this year Feb has an extra day, right? xD lol but yes :3 I need to get the Parsons paintings done though @_@ or whatever it is they're going to be. I have an idea of what I want to do at least... xD but yes... relax time... HERE I COME~
I hate my latin class. Honestly if it wasn't such a hassle to drop it then I would do it in a heart-beat. RAWR >.< I suck at all that internet-based stuff... whyyyy?? :( at least they let me take it as a half-credit so I only have to get half of the overall yearly work done :3 That way I can chill for most of may since I will be DONE~
aaaaand last but not least... the Pokemon franchise turns 12 today! (not the anime... that anniversary is in April) but yeah :3 I wanted to do something to celebrate but I was freaking out over my portfolio so I couldn't :( now I'm wondering whether I should try to tackle some happy birthday drawings for a couple of friends of mine... I dunno though...
NNN-EEE-WAIZZZ.... I'll update some more laterz? kay xD
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| you remind me of the babe... |
[21 Feb 2008|02:23pm] |
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what babe? the babe with the power!
what power? power of voodoo!
who do? you do!
do what? remind me of the babe ♪
LABYRINTH IS AWESOME. DAVID BOWIE IS AMAZING. :D
Anyways, just came back from Romania so I've been quite dead xD I arrived last saturday, and it's already thrusday... o.o' eeeemmmm... sorry it took me so darn long to post? xD
Romania was EXCELLENT. I loved the kids. I won't go into the heart-tearing stories on how these kids are abandoned even though they are gorgeous, but just know that it is a wowing experience. I was helping out two foundation: Roman Children's Relief (RCR... based in Bistrita and Bucharest) and Open Homes (soon to be renamed A Better Way, also in Bistrita) and also visited an orphanage in Tiaka. The kids were great :3 I think the day I enjoyed the most was probably the last day at the hospital in Bucharest with my grumpy baby Augustin... I miss him already! He was only 5-6 months old and he had a grand total of 8 teeth... so he bit everything >w<... I LOVED HIM SO MUCH *tear* I wish I could've kidnapped him :( piccis will prolly come soon (soon being a very long time)... as soon as I get my hands on the memory cards of all the peeps that went on the trip >w>
I hate to change the subject, because Romania really does deserve a post of it's own... buuuut...
I love music owo... I frikin' adore my music like whoa. And I just got my hands on the Labyrinth soundtrack which, while not being the most recollection of notes ever, is so fun I can't help but crack up every time the Fireies song comes up >w< I think more than needing music to be good, I need music to connect with me, being reminding me of my past or making me laugh or making me sigh and hope to someday understand what the lyrics talk about. That's the kind of music I love.
I want to watch Advent Children... and I still haven't watched Aladdin >O!! I have no idea where I could DL it... and MY INTERNET SUX ANYWAYS... in fact, right now, I HAS NONE... ¬_¬... so I'll prolly end up posting this tomorrow when the power core (or whatever) gets replaced. But hey, on a happier note, I get an extra day for my philosophy homework >w>
mmm... kay ˚w˚... I shall leave now...
MUAHAHA... the internet returned >w> so I am posting this today... AND it came back after philosophy, so I still got my extra day >w< yay!!
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| We will Learn |
[01 Feb 2008|03:15pm] |
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Eventually I will post my Review of Sweeney Todd on here.
Why the hell I haven't done that yet is waaaaay beyond me xD but... it will come, just wait for it~
On other news... ORANGE M&Ms... have they always existed? I swear I like just discovered them o.o! My peanut m&ms randomly bring orange ones or not... but... when they do... it's like a freakin' invasion. They're just as yummy as the rest though... but why do they seem so ODD to me? I wonder if this is really the first time I've seen them >.>...
CINDERELLA 3 IS LOVE. Everyone go watch it. I have no idea where the rest of the parts are... but somewhere along part 6 there is this hilarious part with the prince xDDD "TALKING VERMIN!!... of course I'll listen!" XDDD and omg HOW does he get a starring role in the movie and STILL NOT HAVE A NAME? I'm not complaining... not at all, Disney, thanks for giving me another thing to poke fun at xD
Oh and Cindy has officially moved up to the "strong" princesses. Honestly... the only weak ones left are Aurora and Snowhite I think... HAHA.. weak women >D... and when did Mulan become part of the Princess series? SHE'S NOT A PRINCESS, she's a hero. Totally differente things.
And Jasmine is still my favorite. I am totally ignoring the disaster that was the Enchanted Tales. >.> I mean DAMN... it made me hate her a little... and I luff jasmine! So no... no way in HELL I am recognizing those stories as cannon.
I WANT TO WATCH ALADDIN SO BAD ;____; All three of 'em. 's killing meh~
And now I'm off to maybe watch Cloverfield :3 haha... Look Meggie! another disaster movie that takes place in New York xDDD
AND COTU I AM JEALOUS OF YOU. Good luck not getting killed en el Poliedro :D
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| There's no Place like London... |
[30 Jan 2008|10:35pm] |
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Sweeney Todd: OMG WHAT AN AMAZING MOVIE.
I saw it they day it came out here in the UK :3 and the day after... and I'm trying to convince my sisi to watch it again this weekend, but I might settle for Cloverfield... because it looks like something that can scare me OwO...
And haha... my sisi watched Alien vs. Predator and was so frustrated xD she wuz like txting me the whole movie saying "omg this is freaiing disgusting..." and then when it ended... "omfg the humans won... WTF?!" which is ttly unfair... they're not even in the title man :O!
but yeah... this whole living in London thing... I'm starting to like it >w< I mean... watching Sweeney Todd, which takes place in London, and then walking around London... was awesome! So many movies take place in London too o.O... P.S. I love you and Harry Potter, which are some recent ones I've watched. But yeah, of course not being in the central part of the city and having to pay 11pounds to get there is stressful, and having to be on a train back by 9.30pm is irritating, but still, how can I complain when I have London only 45 minutes away? And I am staying in Surrey, where part of the Holiday supposedly takes place, where the Dudley family from Harry Potter is supposed to live. I've been here for a few months now, and I still wonder what makes this place such a great candidate for movies? Besides it being a first world candidate and a city on everyone's "must-visit" list. But I think I started to get it this week, the magic of this place. The enchantment of a big city. A calm life that dulls away the edges of the animal within us, and sometimes makes us feel trapped by the mildness of a controlled society.
I like coming from where I do. I don't think I am an animal that needs to be on her toes all the time, nor do I feel trapped by the rules here, in fact, I feel more free here, being able to move from place to place happily. Being able to feel independent. Being able to space out in the subway... being able to use the subway. It's... otherworldly, I'm noticing. What is it about this place that is so special? I don't know. But it was only a few days ago that I realized that this place, this London-strayed town, is playing such a key role in me. I will never be able to tell the story of my life again without mentioning Thorpe, and I will always smile when I see Surrey mentioned there. And I bet, oh how I bet, that soon enough my friends will get sick of my "I'VE BEEN THERE"s when we watch London-located movies.
Maybe its a trend. Maybe its a spell. I fell like writting something based here for some reason. About someone like me, because it's the only thing I know, the only kind of life I'm exploring. I don't know, there's something good here. There's something different here. There's just definitely something here. Maybe it's the history, maybe it's the mystery, maybe it's the trend, but whatever it is, I'm glad I can feel it while I've still got a few months to go before leaving.
There's no place like London, and I can say that in the better sense now.
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| Another star has fallen without sound... OwO |
[21 Jan 2008|10:25pm] |
DAMMIT, TOBIAS, WHYYYYYYY??? YOU USED TO BE SO PREEEETYYYYY!!! >.<
New Avantasia CD comes out in a few days OwO! yours truly already has it, of course. I still haven't been able to listen to it though, cuz the title song is SO EFFING PRETTY and wonderful. The video sux, so excuse me for re-directing you there. But the song... THE SONG... just listen to it a couple of times... It's. So. Pretty.
My mood decided to take an upwards turn :3 So I feel wonderfully wonderful in wonders. My womb insists of ruining my fun,but I can have fun just sitting here, now can't I? So I win >w<
I've discovered I can do some very nice skeleton detail drawings. I really am itching to do the pelvis and spine. and a human hand. I want to see how I take on smooth surfaces. YAY for improvement >3
omg. Labyrith.
DANCE MAGIC DANCE!!
Wonderful sexy man you are, David Bowie. Megs, we should have watched this instead of The Man who fell to earth. xD.
And I love fanfiction, ok? Wonderful stuff. FANGIRLS UNITE, YO! xDDD
lol, I am so damn happy right now.
PS.
COTUUUUU I LOVEEEEE YOUUUUUU~~~!!!!!!
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[16 Jan 2008|10:21pm] |
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life has been positively insufferable lately.
okay, yes, I lie indiscriminately, but I've been caught in an annoyed mood of sorts. 'Of sorts' being the operative word(s.)
Portfolio is due in 3 weeks. Art teachers agrees that I need at least 10 new worth-while pieces by then. Stress much?
At least I drew a kick ass foot today. I shall add a hand tomorrow. Maybe I can make something worthwhile soon. hmmm
Lacuna Coil... amazing <3! Cristina Scabbia is a CONTRALTO~ talk about a ray of hope! And for some reason I find Andrea Ferro incredibly sexay...
New Avantasia album finally came out online... haven't sat down and listened to it yet... I've tried but am throughly pissed off at their lack of a story line and mentioning of love in the opening song. bleh. This is the sequel to the Metal Opera people! Why am I missing a story line? And Sammet, you big schmuck! WHO gave you permission to cut your hair? Not that it doesn't look good... but your smexyness level went down like whoa.
The H.I.M. singer dude... I love you in Bittersweet. You smoke and sing at the same time. How you do it... I've no fucking idea. I still don't like your band =/.. but you're sexy so it's ok.
Lacuna Coil in Acoustic = orgasmic love. I can't get over her voice >w< YAY~
New Apocalyptica album is love. They are evolving, get over it. They still rock and I still love them. This is a new high for them. Well, with Cristina Scabbia and Till as guest artists we really couldn't expect them to fail, now could we? <3
Screw the diet.
I hatehatehate my P2P to pieces. Pieces AND A HALF. That means a lot. I haven't opened it in the longest time... and none of the movies have dled cuz of it >.<... I want my Disney movies! I want Labyrith. I also want a Disney princesses coloring book... hmm.. RL friends take note, this could be a very non-subliminal hint to what I want this year for my b-day.
I still dislike modern art. Though I sorta get it now. I still love surrealism. It's everything else that I can't get my head 100% around. Props to the surrealists for messing with my head (Dali <3)
WINTER BALL THIS SATURDAY. Why why why do they insist on my going? ARGH. DO NOT WANT.
Started reading Lackadaisy! I love it <3 YAY FOR FREE WEBCOMICS~! (why must there be only 49 pages? WOE IS ME~) Freckle for the love of god... I LOVE YOU~
mmmmmmmkay. I think that's a big enough update.
If you are a lurker, COMMENT. please. I'm getting tired of RL-lj-less people coming up to me and mentioning stuff I only mention here. It kinda freaks me out. All you're gonna earn is a permanently friend-locked journal.
Also... if you do leave a comment... try to not do it as anonymous and not leave me a hint of who you are...
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| Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year |
[02 Jan 2008|02:15pm] |
Blah dee Blah... yeah, I'm doing this post out of commitment, and late! xD so anyways~
Merry Xmas everyone (or whatever you celebrate) and a Happy New Year! May this 2008 bring you all you wish for and I wish you the best of luck in taking on this new year :3 (wow that was redundant!)
Anyways, yeah, festicities ahoy, right? xD *late as hell*
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I've been really out of it today. But in the good, goofy kinda way xD. I dunno how to explain it.
Hmmm... now that I think about that's how I'm feeling right now and was feeling this morning... but I was very awake in the middle... Like in Drawing and Art History...
'nyways... I took the best shower I've taken in MONTHS today. Bathing has not been that relaxing since the last time I took a bath back home. It was great! And it wasn't even a real shower cuz I didn't wash my hair... but it was so effing relaxing... I actually like sat down and just let the water do it's thing. Almost dozed off too xD my hair ended up being all damp even though it was supposed to stay dry. BUT IT WAS SO RELAXING. I can't get over it.
So then there's the fact that it's wicked cold here and my heater is not heating :( but the world is wonderful and Mrs. L (Girl Boarder's help person) sent us little heaters! And it's blowing right in my face right now and it's great! I swear my room went from freezer rank to toasty warm level in less than 10min :) I must get one of these heater thingies if I'm gonna go to college in anywhere that gets cold >w<
OMG the toasty warmness is making me sleepy and I have 3 essays to write and about 4000+ years worth of art history to review owo... AND I SUCK AT DATES! did you know Islam was born in 622? THAT'S IMPORTANT! Now you know that all muslim art must be dated after that period... and knowing that stuff gets you extra credit on the test!!
Also apparently Jesus was born in 4BCE o.o WTF? But we know christian art starts around 30BC... and gets really big in 300BC when Constantine converts to Christianism and builds pretty churches based on Basilicas.
Judaism goes back a loooooon time...
Hinduism too...
shoot I need to look those dates up >.< and go over the slide list...
and figure out why Abbot Suger is important to Gothic art @_@
I am a silly monkey for leaving this for the last minute >w<
but I'm so toasty warm right now! If my room stays like this it'll be so easy to climb out of bed tomorrow (since it won't feel like there's a blizard outside the covers xD)
aaaaaand! I have cookie dough >w
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Oh my do I have a few things to say :D
first of all... IT'S CHRISTMAS SEASON. There is nothing righter in this world than being in a cold place during the christmas season, so allow me to question god and say WHERE THE HELL IS MY SNOW? Dammit. You make it so cold that my nose hurts from standing outside over 10 minutes BUT YOU GIVE ME NO SNOW. And I swear it smells like snow around here. I want my snow~ but besides that I can't get over that it's christmas and that this year looks promising because my mum in making a HUGE deal out of it. For the first time in a few years THE christmas dinner is at our house, and even though Fari and Iso (my aunt/uncle and sisi's godparents) won't be there MY GODDAD WILL! It's been so long since we spent a holiday together :3 I'm excited!!
On other news... I have been diagnosed with fatigue. 'Exhaustion' acutally, to put it in the words of the doctor, but it still makes me laugh that all the drama over my passing out and throwing up turned out to be that I've over-taxed my system xD yes, I do find this funny! But I'm okay now I think :D Still get tired like whoa and get some dizziness spells, but otherwise I is A-OK! ;D
I WANT ALLADIN. The movie. ALL THREE OF THEM. Or Disney fanfics. I read a really depressing Mulan one the other day and I do not want to repeat that expereince :( DISNEY NEEDS TO STAY HAPPY. Damn all the realistic fans out there who insist on writting "how things would have happened if this was real life" to all those people I would like to say: GO WATCH ENCHANTED. I haven't watched it yet but from what I hear IT'S IN THE REAL WORLD and HAS A HAPPY ENDING. WITH A REAL PERSON. so HAH, no more ruining my Mulan :)
But yes. I really want to watch Alladin u.u' AND MY P2P IS BEING SO SO SLOW... why did I have to be an idiot and erase my recently downloaded folder? ugh... I WANT ALLADIN...
I have a Penguin ^w^!! Mel gave him to me as an early X-mas present and HE IS SO SOFT! I bought her a present today but I dunno whether to give it to her this weekend while still in london or wait till the 26th when we see each other back home D:!! I dunno which is better... and I dun wanna have to lug it back home cuz the gift box is huge...
On totally different note. I miss my characters... Damn like a lot. I mean, I know Tenoka is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) die_meg's but I love her so much. I mean... all of ther characters from Terra are so wonderful >w< AEthelshy and Tenoka are like whoa... but Kamui and Shinma and Yang-Tou are also such... ALIVE characters too... I miss characters like that... And the Colour characters... boy... they went nuts at one point o.o... but still... I miss being able to make such great, alive, characters. I dunno why I can't nowadays... Everyone I think up stays an image or a description, without any life...
MEH ENOUGH OF THAT.
Actually, enough of this
I'll update this thing later...
TO INFINITY AND BEYOND! *runs off cliff*
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Oki si esto esta putamente tarde pero no me jodan XD a la mierda no puedo creer q ganamos~ Es q si WOW VENEZUELA TE PUSISTES LAS PILAS XD xD xD XD
excuse my language XD
Asi anuncio los resultados el CNE
Asi Chavez admitio su derrota y nos felicito (puto)
Asi celebramos a las 2am :D
VIVAN LOS ESTUDIANTES. Ahhh... es triste pero me alegra saber q algo esta pasando asi no este alla. Me arrecha q me lo estoy perdiendo... pero al mismo tiempo no me siento tan culpable de estar por aki.
English:
Chavez has offciallu lost the vote to reform the constitution. WE WIN. This is his first political loss since he was fisrt elected president in 1998. It is nice to nice that the people are starting to realize he is not as wonderful as they thought. I do dare say it was our student movement that inspired people to go out yesterday and vote. I love us. My generation rocks xD
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[26 Nov 2007|10:50pm] |
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I officially need to be mor organized with my files. I have a lot of junk and really important stuff in one folder and I just whiped it out because I was only thinking of the junk. D'OH! that was painful to realize all the movies I spent 3months downloading are DOWN AND GONE... TT^TT bai bai 300, Lion King I,II,&III, Alladin I,II,&III, Beauty & the Beast, and all the other Disney stuff I'd spent weeks downloading *death* anyone know if mac tiger OS has a restore feature like microsoft? @_@
on other news... LOL... a lot of people have come up to me today asking me whether I've done something to my hair because it is "*hand gesture I have yet to digure out what it means*" but that it looks good. Someone asked me if I got a perm... n I was like... well, it hasn't been washed in 4 days because I am lazy as hell... XD so yeah, apparently my hair looks good when dirty xD
Has anyone here been irrationally pissed off by someone's existense? Not by what they do or how they do things, not because they did something particularly evil... just because. Irrational anger. if so, please share :D *is hating someone for no aparent reason. Am I weird?*
MY STOMACH HAS BEEN ACTING UP LATELY. I dunno what the hell it wants... and I got no soda to calm it down with :(
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[12 Nov 2007|03:30pm] |
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I am me~
lol no no this is not one of those posts, I swear xD
it's just lately I've been feeling SUPER EXTRA HAPPY during the day and MEGA DRPRESSED at night.
And I need to talk to my dad about something that I still haven't pinpointed what is. It's sentimental blab but I still need to tell him. Mommy should know too.
I think I learned what the concept of 'missing' someone or something (as in "I miss you") [spanish: extrañar] is. It's like I've grasped something I was missing before. It's SUPER ODD XD
I like the word super today :3
I am an emotional jumble and it's driving me nuts
(lol aint it fun how smileys make everything sound like it's really ok? :3)
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NEW AVANTASIA EPs COMING OUT ON THE 16th <3
I am dling the new Sonata Arctica CD... though ppl have told me it sux =(
I AM OVER MY COLD~ also, sisi is over her asthma :D
Melusagi posed for my art class today >w< we love her even more now!!
more to come at a later date when I am not deprived of sleep~
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| HAPPY HALLOWEEN! |
[31 Oct 2007|11:58am] |
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yes! I'm back! just wanting to wish everyone a very happy halloween =3 summary of the trip should eventually be put up here unless the lazyness consumes me XD I officially have 5 pieces going, and should be starting on the 6th on this friday =D that's hald of the required amount! *excitement*
welp, there should be some serious updating happening soon... as od right this minute I'm trying to get some food and fidn out who is going trck-or-treating later today =D I WANTS TO!!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
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I AM GOING TO GREECE NEXT WEENKEND.
So yeah... don't expect me to exist until the 27th~ when I shall be back with LOTS AND LOTS of pretty piccis of the PARTHENON AND DELPHI AND OTHER GREEK GOODNESS~
omg it's so great to do a trip like this right after studying greek art and socrates >3 I AM GOING NUTZ!!
Also... I am busy as hell this week~ portrait day n essays killing mah time!
but omg >w>... GREECE!
>w
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| wtf net? o.o |
[15 Oct 2007|12:45pm] |
WHAT IS WITH THE INTERNET TODAY?
Gmail, deviantart, Newsgroud, yahoo art, The Evil Empire... ARE ALL GIVING ME BAD SERVER ERRORS! WTF?
I wants mai mail~ D=
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[08 Oct 2007|10:54pm] |
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So in my quest to revive this Lj I came to realize while updating my userinfo that the playlist was super outdated. However, the list right now is HUGE. I mean that. So I'm gonna list the songz here, under a cut, and just put a link in my userinfo... cuz honestly, posting this list up there would be SPAM or something of the sort.
You are warned that there are over a hundred songs under the cut listed, some of 'em up for download.
( The Longest Playlist EVAH XD )
OMFG, WHAT'S THAT? 16 REGGAETON SONGS?
yess kiddies. I can't believe it myself yet, but it's what's at the top of my playlists these days. Since I know that everyone that still looks at this thing is more likely not from anywhere close to home, I shall elaborate.
All Reggaeton songs hace the same kind of undetlying beat. It came into existance a couple of years ago and was made famous by the singer Daddy Yankee. until a few months ago I was completely anti-reggaeton, I mean, first of all, it was catchy and danceable but wasn't music and second, it completely degrades women on 90% of the songs. "oh baby I wanna screw you blah blah" are waht most of the lyrics revolve around (very... colorful lyrics that now make me laugh xD) so why the hell am I listening to it SO MUCH NOW? To the point where I told my sis "Yeah, I love reggaet-- HOLY SHIT" and went to cower in a corner while she laughed at me. I think the anwser has a LOT to do with home. I miss it like I cannot express. I think that's the reason I am listening to techno/house/dance music as well, because those are the songs that remind of the people I love. Be it at a party, where music ranged from merengue to raggeaton to house to punk/rock etc and still made it work.
I have to admit, too, that I'd kill for a guy that can move so I can dance with him. DAMMIT. Why must everyone here be an ironing board that only knows how to grind?! AUGH. I'm not even asking for a salsa dancer (I can understand how that would be too much to ask) since I can barely merengue, but someone with RYTHM. that's all I want.
I'm going nuts here =O. I need home and my friends and A PARTY XD omfg I never thought I'd be saying that =O
no... really!
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I feel I should mention that Torre de Babel (Reggaeton) has NOTHING to do with women or sex. It's a political statement and should be in every computer. :D I've actually liked this one for a very long time
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dingit I'm happy.
for no effing reason too.
Every time I think about how things are going I get =D
n I thought I had to retake my SAT (I took it a little while ago and got R570, M520, W560) but that's the average of about 80% of the students inducted.
What worries me is that there is no way my GPA is over 3. I think it might be 2.8... and the average of the RISD student is 3.3 >.<
but at the same time they have 13% international students... which might be good fer me.
talking about college makes me really nervous... but I'm still happy...
>w>
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[03 Oct 2007|07:45pm] |
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My left arm has hepatitis A. No. Seirously. It got stabbed today and it hurts hurts hurts >.<
I mean, last week I got stabbed with tetanus/diphthiea/polio and all that did was make my arm numb and dumb for a few minutes, BUT THIS. This is ridiculus. It hurts n stings and is not ignorable cuz it is not numb >.< Which overall makes me really glad I'm getting vaccinated for this stuff >.> dun wanna imagine having the actual thing.
Also, the floor and my shoes want me to get a broken ankle and the accomplice isn't even a far away floor I can avoid, oh no, it's the floor IN FRONT of my dorm. No avoiding it unless I decide to not go out of my dorm ¬¬ Everytime I walk out one of my feet kinda gives in making me do some weird hand/balance manuever (that I am very sure looks quite amusing from a distance) in order not to fall on my face/ass/anckle (which would effectively break it.) Just you watch, eventually you'll be hearing my talk about a sprained ankle or something (I really do hope I just jinxed it and thus WILL NOT HAPPEN. K, karma?)
I am officially saving up for a tablet. DEAL WITH IT. it's expensive as hell I KNOW and there's no way I'm asking my dad for money again >.< *feels quilty about camara memory card* so I'll save until I have enough and then aproach him and talk to him about it. ^-^
*hearburn kills* X.x
Yuki = 0, Hearburn = 1
¬¬ dammit...
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okay, so as of May this year Nightwish found themselves a new vocalist.
I'll admit I haven't been a fan of them for so long (I listen to them cuz of Pupu =D) but still... what captivated about the group about a year+ ago was Tarja's voice... so of course hearing she'd gotten kicked out of the group so soon after becoming a fan made me really sad! I'll admit I'm very picky about their songs, in the sense that they are all good, but my playlists only include the REALLY good ones, and I absolutely adored their vids. Tarja... Tarja was the perfect vampire queen in the videos xD. I mean... just... in Nemo and Bless the Child ... =O incredibly gorgeous woman... and the whole standing stilll in the vids, singing with such a sober expression... it just won me over. It's not like Tarja was always serious, I mean, at the concerts she was always smiling at the audience and moving around... but that etheral feel she gives off in the videos is something I just fell in love with. And that's just her attitude. Her voice, oh her voice. Tarja is a classical singer, that means Opera singer... and metal with an opera voice... it might not sound ideal, but this gal made it work AMAZINGLY.
The new singer, Anette, has a much more mainstream voice. She reminds me of a more spunky, popish version of Within Temptation singer Sharon den Adell. I don't mean to say they sing alike, but they have a similar registry voice-wise. As much as Anetter represent everything that fans of Tarja didn't want for the band, I have to admit that the girl can sing and the change might be for the better, considering a lot of the angry fans are critizizing the band about their new image: Anette is all smiles and laughs, she's smiling in the vids, moving around in what most call a "Popstar" way (personally I don't think the way she moves around goes well with metal, either) but I also think that Toumas Holopainen (keyborder, lyricist, and 'leader' of Nightwish) has most certainly NOT lost his touch composing amazing songs. While I am not a big fan of Bye Bye Beautiful (or it's video, which sucked with the exception of the keyboard chick who has more sex appeal than is healthy :O I seriously think I might be in love with her xD), the song Amaranth completely blows me away. I can even put up with the video, Anette's jumpyness, smiles, and all, cuz there's a pretty angel in it :D and now they are giving Marco (bassist, back-up vocalist) more singing time: A song of his own, chorus lines, etc.
While I can't give a full review of the album, what I have heard so far from the "New" Nightwish is quite good, Anette's voice works well with Toumas's compositions, and while this has a different feel from the Tarja songs, it is undoubtably still Nightwish. My recommendation would be for Anette to stop being so smiley xD.
Also, for the fans. I read this on one of the video comments from another fan, and I think it should be repeated all over the net: In order to evolve and become better, bands need to change; we don't want them to just keep bringing out material of cloned songs. I don't mean to say that if Tarja had stayed they would have run out of good, fresh songs, but that eventually they would have had to "lighten up," "darken (even more) down" orsimply take a new turn.
This Nightwish still has amazing incorporation of orchestra (which is the best part of symphonic/goth meta xD) and as I said before, Anette's voice works surprisingly well with the music, so no, I am not dissapointed in the choice of new vocalist.
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[01 Oct 2007|02:55pm] |
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so 'm sitting here in study hall. n' I gots no homework handy. So since I have my compie with meh (who needs a name) I figures wut the heck, let's pretend we are writting an important essay or sumwhile while we infact are writting an LJ ENTRY. hootah for me-hah >w<
welps. I still have a little while being here so I shall talk about something that I like to ramble about. Like how to RP online >w> I haven't done this is the past couple o' years, and lately this person I used to RP with has been talking to me. But I really really really am annoyed by the use of action quotes and his eternal arsenal of tragic, mighty, unbeatable characters.
personally I prefer to RP on a paragraph per paragraph basis and well planned stories, normally extremely character oriented. Rarely is there a case in my good RPs where the world must be saved or anything like that, and never is there a pre-set plot. Just a decent layout of the environment ('they are in high school' or in the case of RPs that include magic, that the laws of magic are well established.) n I loves romance >w< since I have none in my life, I normally kill for a good romantic or friendly RP. They make me smile :D. And I don't want to suggest that plot-oriented and 'save the world' RPs aren't good, cuz trust me, they can be great x3 but I just like seeing my character make a difference and being able to make them real :3 (n 'm a girl. so nu wonder I love romance >w<)
What I truly don't enjoy is this... 'god-modding' I guess you could call it (I hate using forum terms D<) business. And character that are incredibly powerful and unbeatable and that make my characters seem like wimps. Characters are like people = they have flaws, they make mistake, they are not absolute, and they certainly have some emotional maturity.
Like... this kid's character who is some mighty 1000ish year old demon who "grew up on hate" but was raised by humans and is willing to die to save the witches. wtf. The character has no depth, hits on EVERY ONE OF MY CHARACTERS (including the 10-year-old) and like... wtf. I already made one of my character fall in love with him, but she's all "wtf I've known him for 2 days" as any decent girl would be and his character instead of pursuing her and trying to convince her... goes off to hit on the 10-year-old. No wait, that's right, he used his magical powers to make her 13-years-old, that makes it so much better ¬¬
ahhhhhh study hall ended =/ but I will keep this going later >w> must...finish...ramble!
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So continuating... in a good RP you do not control other people's character, or have 'magic' that can affect them unless you've cleared it over with the RPer. And never, EVER make the mistake of 'well, we'll make the world rules as we go along" specially with people like this kid. He made 'heal' an element and then two days later when I brought another character in and made up Gravity element, he was suddenly a master of it. GET OFF IT DAMMIT.
*sighs* yes, I did completely stop the RP and gave him a piece of my mind when he started hitting on the 10-year-old character.
"But he just wants to get accepted" then go apologize to the actual charater that you're supposed to be with, don't try to screw a ten year old.
"he's a demon, he doesn't know love" but you said he was raised by humans... o no wait, 'he grew up on hate" riiiiight so why is he getting close to first female specimens that get close to him?
"uh... isn't there a law that says love wins over hate?" hitting on 3 women simultaneously is not love, it's being a proffessional playboy.
I can't believe this kid. I haven't spoken to him in 3 years and he hasn't improved his writting skills at all. Who writes their actions in the conditional tense ("he would swing his sword, etc)? WTF.
and yes. I am a total geek who (still) likes to RP online :D but with decent people k thanx
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omg this gal has the most fun vidz evah >w<
Ta Doleour
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| Yesterday was just happy |
[25 Sep 2007|11:48am] |
it was... well... odd! But in the best way possible...
I went to a Parsons Paris presentation, and saw their quality of work..might be good enough to get in! :D :D :D that cheered me up so much!
Then I went to Art History... n I was like ugh so sad, I'm getting that test that I bombed last week back... and I got a 92 on it! 92!!
And then I talked to Mrs. P about which direction I could take my philosophy research paper, which had to do with ancient greece, and she totally solved it for me!! :D!
And then I realized... I always wanted a lava lamp... and my sis gave me hers! Apparently her dorm parent freaked, so she had to take it out, and the best part is that it is HOT PINK xD
I just can't get over how nice yesterday was. :3 In the morning I had done this self portrait which came out really bad, but whatever, and then in the afternoon I did another one, overall it's not that good (and I look nothing like me!) but OMG I had so much fun with it! And then i drew a more difficult one... and it came out really good (all things considered!) so that was good!
omgz!! owo!! GO PLAY
it is ridicoulously cute >w
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[19 Sep 2007|10:09am] |
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You know what the best part of my Art History book is? The fact that it has Not for Sale in the United States all over it XD. Everytime I see the bright text I laugh, not because it's funny, but because it's ALL OVER IT. On the cover, on the back cover, on the little CD thingy that came with it... XD
I might take this momento to remind you that I am a late monkey about everything. So it wasn't until yesterday that I began fangirling over the clips of the S.K.I.N. concert in Anime Expo 07, and omfgilovethemsomuchiwantreleasesdammitgimmereleases.
ahem. I NEED THEM TO RELEASE A DEMO LIKE NOW. I mean... listening to the fan recordings is fine when you're too busy fangirling over the fact that it's a YOSHIKI SUGIZO GACKT MIYAVI on stage and that they're all (cept yoshiki) complete fanservice givers n stuff... but after the 435ish time you actually wanna know what these guys can do and how they sound and ALL YOU HAVE ARE THE FAN RECORDINGS. Not that I don't appreciate the fan recordings, every one of them deserves a big piece of cake or sugary treat of their choice! I LOVE YOU GUYS.
kz... that is all... fer now...
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You'll prolly he hearing about how noodles are god for the next year :D seeing as it's the only good replacement of the food they serve here.
...so yes... I totally overindulged when I prepared 2 rations at once >.< I'm such an idiot!! Now I'm gunna waste foodz... =(
sooo... wento to Chinatown today, or rather, paradise!! I found 2 japanese stores that sell sweets like pocky and moon cakes, and bought a kinda flower-shaped little cakes filled with red-bean paste (SO YUMMY) and a green tea mooncake along with some pocky :D I also got me a big bowl! (couldn't find chopsticks that I like though... or a tea cup) and NOODLES!! They only had one flavor from the brad I liked, so I didn't get that many. I'm thinking of going back next week to stock up on sweets >3 niehehe. The other store sells media n stuff, but I was gonna miss my train so I didn't stick around. I did see that there are like 475945 sushi restaurants though >3 I bought me a roll and left :D (I wanted to come back early in case I got lost XD Yitian took me there but we separated ways in the Northern lane of the Waterloo o.o... n I had to come back on my own)
But I made it back nice n safe n on the first try (XD) so now I feel brave enough to travel around by myself :3
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[15 Sep 2007|05:46pm] |
I MET HIM TODAY!! I was so fangirly and happy and giddy and so like all the other fans XD
I got him to sign copies of Across The Wall, Abhorsen,and Mister Monday for me, and Megz, I got him to sign you a copy of Lirael <3 I was so great to meet him! He's so young too o.o (at least a lot younder than I imagined him... now that I think about it... how old did I think he was? XD lol) but is was so cool. And the UK editions of the Sabriel Trilogy is absolutly GORGEOUS. I'm thinking of re-buying it just for the pretty covers <3 <3 <3
I'm planing on going to London tomorrow... to Chinatown! We'll see how that goes XD WHEEEEEE
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| Plato's Allegory of the Den |
[12 Sep 2007|02:25pm] |
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omg I cannot briing myself to do the phylosophy homework. It gives me issues.
1.Restate in your own words the physical situation in which the prisioners exist. Remembering that this selection is an allegory, can you suggest other "caves" in modern life in which people are "imprisioned"--or feel imprisoned?
2.If a prisioner is released from the cave and compelled to look toward the light, he will at first suffer pain. Why? He will also be perplexed and "fancy that the shadows which he formerly saw are truer than the objects which are now shown to him." Why would he be perplexed and make the mistake?
3.What are the stages of the liberated prisoner's experience outside of the cave?
4. Socrates says that if such a liberated prisoner returned to the cave, his former companions would find him "ridiculous." Why would they find him ridiculous? Who is basically ridiculous?
5. By line 107, Socrates has completed the "story" part of this allegory. He proceeds to "translate" it; that is, to indicate its significant "meaning" level and to suggest some of its implications. In your own words, what is the meaning level, and what are some of it's implications? To what extent do you find Socrate's point about our human tendency to confuse "shadows" with "reality" relevant today?
6. Draw the cave
...﹁﹁... as much as I love phylosophy I really don't know why I find this assignment so difficult >.<
on much happier news... I DREW A KICK-ARSE SELF PORTRAIT TODAY! (only face though... cuz my shoulder and arms suck ﹁﹁)
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| I DREW A CONCHSHELL TODAY 8D |
[12 Sep 2007|05:06am] |
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you wanna know the best part? It came out pretty >3
then I had to draw a flower n I was like wtf flower you has so much more detail that chochshell wiii...
learned a lot about hatching and cross-hatching :D
and the noodles I just ate are like... god XD
omg I need to know what the packaging says (it's in chinese) to go get more >3
omg... SO YUMMY.
I gotz art history next >3 yayz! I loves that class so much :3 n we're looking at EGYPTIAN history *salivates*
*sigh* yehhh... egypt's still one of my fav countries (alongside japan :D)
why the hell did the CAPS get inverted in my Parellel Desktop? o.O
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| TE EXTRAÑO MI VIDA! |
[11 Sep 2007|03:47am] |
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~Te extraño mi vida como
siempre en mi corazon mi
corazon se entrega
yeeeeh ohohoh se entrega
y un sol que a mis bajo
me pregunta que por ti yo diera
yeeeeh ohohoh que diera
dime si el azul de tu manana se
despliega (?) en mi ventana
~que sera de mi~
dime si la orilla de tu boca
se quemaba aun mi cama (wtf?)
~si no estas aqui~
despierta la noche se borra
el silencio respiro
~solo pienso en ti~
dime lo q piensas tu de mi
YE YE YE YEAH~
I just butchered those lyrics to death but I SWEAR IT WASN'T MY INTENTION!!! :@ I just wanted to show that I'm listening to meregue...
and there was something else... hmm...
OH JA! I'M GETTING MAI DRAWZ BACK! YAY!
nnnng I've successfully become a Facebook addict :D though I think I'm getting off it (whew!)
annnnd... dude... I swear I had something to say. well, hopefully it'll come to me in the morning (cuz this frikkin net is ALREADY OFF. dingit) n I really should go to bed before I start trying to type out another Juan Luis Guerra song...
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OMG I REMEMBERED!! I got mopped yesterday :D yes, I do mean hit over the head with a mop. XD The only un-funny part of it is the bump on the side of my head that hurts but no one can see >.
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| Charcoal = <3! |
[10 Sep 2007|01:56pm] |
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Mr. Art said today that we don't reach personality maturity until we are aroun 23-24, and it made me feel fuzzy inside. XD
I know, I am such a freak! But honestly, it's so great to know that by normal standards this mess of emotions and thoughts that make me up still have 5 or so years worth of growing up to do... it makes me wanna lay back and relaz to know that I AM NOT BIG YET. yessssss...
I drew so awesomely today! X3 we used charcoal on flimsy paper :D and it was GREAT! we took turns modeling and I did all sorts of dynamic poses and stuff. I HAD SO MUCH FUN! and then when it was my turn to draw I did a bunch of great sketches -- under 3 minutes each! it was great. I <3z charcoal now.
OMG HOW HARD IS IT TO FIND A DECENT BROWNIE IN THIS COUNTRY. I swear I've bought like 4 different kinds and THEY ALL TASTE LIKE RUBBISH.
>.> kz enough randomness
peace out!
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| *LE GASP* |
[09 Sep 2007|01:55pm] |
MY SISTER BROKE HER COMUTER. I dunno how she did it... but she did. So I might lend her my TECRA M2 to have something to check her email with... but I am extremely queasy about it >.<
I already warned her to not even SAVE stuff into it. To not even change the desktop picci. Hell, I might tell her to only open a folder or two and leave the rest alone.
I mean... that compu is over 4 years old... and really picky *long sigh*
I'm starting to regret telling her she could borrow it...
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| hunger... >:O + G. Nix coming to town!! |
[09 Sep 2007|05:51am] |
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omgz... STOMACH STOP IT. >.< dingit *munches on random apple* I KNOW YOU WANT JUNK FOOD BUT NO. I would walk over to the post office where they have all the yummy chips but it looks like it might rain and I am not taking those chances >.>
I have to the conclusion that I need a new wallet. And that makes me so sad :(. My wallet and I have been together for so long... but it can't handle the huge £ bills... it hurts me but... I am in hunts fer a new wallet... *sniff*
OMG! happy news! GARTH NIX IS COMING TO STAINES NEXT WEEKEND! I bought (another) copy of Across the Wall for him to sign for me... and I wanna read The Ragdoll too XD. I also bought the first volume of Lemony Snicket's "A Series of Unfortunate Events" cuz I am succer for good kids books XD aaaaand Terry Pratchet's "The Amazing Maurice + his Educated Rodents"
It makes me so sad that I decided not to bring my frist edition American copies of the Sabriel Trilogy though, otherwise I could've been all "I CAME FROM AMERICA TO THIS REMOTE TOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE TO SEE YOU" and scared him to death XD but that wouln't be fun though since he wouldn't be able to keep writting that way... :O
omg I need a camara for next weekend. I must go to Staines and get a disposable one or ask Ana if she has one. Dammit... I NEEDS A CAMARA! >.<
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o.O this is actually yesterday's post but BECUZ THE NET WENT OFF ON ME it gets to be posted today. Hoota.
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[06 Sep 2007|02:45pm] |
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omg. Mac, why do you hate me?
a 160gb ipod? THE HELL! >.< dammit, as if I don't have enough stuff to save for *goes sulk in a corner*
SPIDERS ARE TRYING TO INVADE MY ROOM! but ya know what? I HAVE MY FRIEND THE H00VER! (at least I'm allowed to use him 'till 11pm =3) and have succesfully hoovered all of the big ones and their babies into (hoover) OBLIVION KLAHAHAHAHAHA
of course, the whole reason they got in (along with an army of little flying buggies) was because I left my window open when night fell, and the reason I did that was to make my room cooler, and using the hoover totally warmed it back up >.< dammit.
I really need to stop taking showers at night. I mean, they've been telling us about these fire drills that are gonna happen at night and everytime theyremind us (I swear they must have done so like 8 times by now) I think "must take shower in morning or afternoon" and yet I am always the ONLY one in my dorm using the showers before bedtime. That fire drill's gonna catch me one of these days, just you watch...
soooo... since I decided that a new camara is on the top of my wish/current-savings-for list, and I want it to be a nice, DIGITAL, camara, I will be putting off buying a film camara fer school and wait fer my dad to get me his. So in about a month I should have a nice Nikon F-02 SLR film body to make magic with :D yay! In the meantime I'm gonna use the school's Phenix ones :)
wut else is on that list? Well, we can start with a PS3. >.< like I said wishlist. I also want a Wacom tablet (actually that should be at the very top) and a blackberry. And make-up *omgblasphemyhowcanIbeurgingformakeup?!?!* yeah I know but I saw all these pretty shades and lipglosses the other day and they were all like £8.50 each and I will NOT spend $20 on lipgloss or eyeshadow a piece o.O I mean... unless I'm like swimming in money, but in that case you'd see me walking around with a lot more jewelery and a wacom tablet before you ever saw me buying make-up.
meh... well.. this post turned out pretty boring =/ I'm just kinda drained and sober right now... and I should finish the Art History reading... *sigh*
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| I WANT WORD:MAC! :O + NEW EVA SERIES!!!! |
[04 Sep 2007|11:29am] |
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I mean that >..< I swear one of these days I WILL sleep through first period and get my ass handed to me with a detention or something. I dunno. My hair has been oddlu nice today... maybe it will rebel later this week or something.
OMG! Talk about sqeezing a series for all it's worth: Rebuild of Evangelion :O
Tha bad part is that I will be getting them >.< and this is coming from a girl who owns the 1st eidition DVDs, the 3 Director's Cut Special editions, all Eva action figures ('cept unit 02, CUZ I SWEAR THEY NEVER EXISTED) the S2 CD collection, the EVA soundtrack, The movies, etc. AND THE MANGA. Which was a total waste of my money >.< I hated the manga! but the DVDs were worth every cent :P so I'm hoping that these 4 movies will be GREAT. They better be. I mean, Kowaru comes in earlier in the series and there are 3D renderings of Tokyo-3! and NEW CHARACTER *suspense suspense*
I'm amaed they got Utada Hikaru to do the theme song though :O that really like... blows my mind XD
WATCH AND BE HYPNITIZED!!
[Rebuild of Evangelion Trailer 1 You are (not) Alone]
[Rebuild of Evangelion Trailer 2]
I am officially in <3 with ponytail Misato *O*
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| Vitani rocks mah sox :D |
[03 Sep 2007|12:44pm] |
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so I suddenly had this urge to watch Lion King II yesterday... so I went and dled it... n watched it today XD I am so resourceful! And y'know what? Until I get over how I love the lion personification in that movie and how hot Simba would be in human for IT IS GOING ON MAH IPOD. (and the songs are so pretty~~) It's a long way down off of lover's leap... but fallings half the fun! I mean, HOW ADORABLE IS THAT?
NUKA WHY MUST YOU DIE DAMMIT? *cries*
now that I think about it I should learn to draw Disney lions. And I need a Vitani icon fer this thing XD
SO MOVING ON.
I am in London, in my lovely single room (no roomate to fight to death with yay!), beggining my first real week of class... mmm...yah :D!
(I am currently in study hall which is a 2 hour period for homework but I always do it later *looks at Art Hitory book sitting there waiting to be read*... I mean... such a waste of good internet time! ('net goes off at 11))
mmmmmmm... i dunno if I like life at a dorm yet. I mean, it's just what I was afraid of :O I felt big fer 2 months after I turned 18 and could make desicions and be happy and big >D and now it's like I am a 16 year old irrsposible little girl again. BOO HOO I DUN LIKEZ. but oh well I'll live with it. Seriously once I get my portfolio done and get or not get into art school (aka, once this school has done all it can for me) I think I might try to convince mah dad to give me like super duper special permission or something. I mean... 4 month period which should be vacation and me stuck in a school... that is so unfun to me right now.
But I can't worry about that. MUST WORRY ABOUT PORTFOLIO. I feel kinda lost because today is my first day of school and I still have no idea where I can get started fer my pieces... we did some still life drawings (WHICH I SUX0R AT) and stuff but nothing portfolio worthy... omg I am so like scared here... Mr. Art (I dun wanna be releasing names on here so I dun get sued...) said we'll get working soon and that he just wants to see where I am standing so he knows what we're working with but IT STILL STRESSES ME OUT TO NOT BE DOING A PIECE O.O
Tomorrow I get started with photo and wendsday I get started on Ceramics... I hope I can get at least one piece from each of those classes. Oh how I hope hope hope. The school and I are gonna have issues I think when I ask them fer extra time off campus to go take those evening art classes >.< (they finish at 7 and I have to be on campus at 7.30 n apparently it's just a far away place) but oh well. I guess they'll hafta deal becuz honestly, I need to get into college like bad.
I am officially addicted to facebook. No, like really. I even sent in a request to change my account from Kouyukki to my real name so I can get more of my real friends on it witout having to tell them "IT'S MAH PEN NAME!" It's scary =/ I thought I'd never be using my real name on the 'ent again (it's been like over 4 years =O)
I also need to get people to start reading this journal again, or encouraging peeps to leave comments =/ I mean, this whole experience is fun and all but come on~ I NEED LOVE. I mean, I was such a love-happy monkey back home with my friends and my 18374234 hugs a day and my bite-happy ppl, now it's like "D= oh noes i be ALL ALONE... nu one to hug... nu one to BITEZ!" it's horrible. I need love people. GIMME SOME LUFF~ I mean, it's not my fault I spent the last 2 years being spoiled with love D=!!
kz I shall leave fer now... =w=...
~in upendi...~ *hums along*
[EDIT]
yea yea I know what yer thinking: "OMFG SHE'S BACK WHYZ D=" but you get to deal cuz I fotgot a few things I had to say.
1. I've been looking like an abandoned puppy all day. I mean, this might be lack of love syndrome here =/ I washed my hair yesterday so today it should still be like clean-looking and fresh and normal but nooo... it's all floppy and weirdly wind-blown looking that makes me look like an abandoned puppy. wtf?
Also, that same hair is getting ridiculously long. And you'll hear me say this a lot cuz I'm not getting it cuz 'till december *RAWR*
*In Upendi comes back on the shuffle* <.< wtf? this song lovez me! XD
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| BUTTER iz GOOD! |
[24 Aug 2007|07:20pm] |
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kz... so my comp was determined to not let me post this but I OUTSMARTED IT cuz I rawk >)
went to London Zoo today!! I t was a really not-cold day so it was great =) and the reptiles were really active o.o! The snakes were being fed, and they were all rawr and vicious with their dislocating jaws and swallowing mice and small birds... and the tortoises were having secks =O! Such indecent, exhibitionist tortoises!
I saw squirrel monkeys! I swear, when I grow up (or rather, when I have my own place) I will have a male squirrel or spider monkey and name him Dante =D! and he'll be so cool. >D
Then we came home back to the hotel early cuz mai feet were killing meh XD. And I was hyper fer a bit so I bugged people online and then got hungry so I ordered some room service.
Mai sister got mad cuz I didn't order her anything so she retaliated by throwing the menu at me and stealing my brownie =@... so uncool. she gave some of the brownie back though so I'm happy =3
and now I be sleepy! Panda never came online n he said he had something interesting to tell me!! now I be curious!!
Oh yah! Does anyone know where I can buy O2 coupons or vouchers to recharge my credit?
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| London |
[20 Aug 2007|03:07pm] |
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yes yes, I know I've been abad monkey and eneglected my lj...
A lot of stuff has happened, but more importantly at the moment is that I am in London fer about a year. I will be studying at a high school my PG year, centering around art.
Right now... I feel awake XD (then again, I slept the whole plane ride...) but I also feel exited. It's like a really big sleep-over camp. I actually feel a little guilty because everyone at Venezuela was really teared up about my going, but I haven't shed a tear about it. I cried plenty about high school coming to an end and stuff, but I haven't creid over coming to London.
I think it's because I don't see this as a goodbye. Megz and Jenelly have given such faith in friendship that I am really calm about this whole moving and not going back thing. It scared me a bit, and as I mentioned earlier, makes me feel almost guilty. I'll update later with more on the other stuffiez that's been going on and how london is (besides cold) since I got here.
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[04 Aug 2007|01:21pm] |
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EVERYTHING MAKES ME CRY, dammit.
Lulu says it's cuz we're all reall nostalgic, this next week being the last time we'll (prolly) see everyone that we're not that close to. BUT THIS IS RIDICULOUS.
My sister took the wrong bathing suit to the beach and here I am bawling like a baby.
I feel a slight rejection cuz someone forgot to call me for an unimportant reunion and I'm being all emo and crybaby.
The one person I don't get along with in the who senior class asks me politely to stay away from her goodbye party (not like I had any intention of going) AND I'M CRYING LIKE A MOURING MOTHER. wtf?
O.O
I want pumking pie.
!!! -> the mosquitoes are feasting on me dammit!
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[04 Aug 2007|01:53am] |
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like... really really bad.
My graduation act/party was on the 31st, I dun know today's date so I can't tell you how long ago it was, but it feels like I just woke up and yesterday we were partying. In two days I'll be going to Dominican Republic to spend a final week with my whole senior class (which will RAWK)
And then we will all go separate ways. Pu is going to UCV, Mel and Lu to UCAB, Hex to USB, and so on. A bunch of peeps are leaving the country, me included. But most of them are only going fer a year. Most of them are going only fer an interchange program, and will be back in a year's time.
I won't. And't it's not that, 'I won't be coming back in a year', it's 'I might seriously NEVER come back to live here, ever.' Because, even though I love my friends and have strong patriotism, how is an illustrator who wishes to be a concept artist supposed to make a life in a country that is being torn by politics and broken in by a mini-dictator? I need to afront my desicion: Studying what I love and makes me happy drives me away from home. And you know what? Those places are prolly gonna be NYC or Cali or Japan. And those are places I love. But they're not home. I'll miss home.
But it's ok. After all, even if this is the first time I'll do it alone, I've done this before, never without the promise of going back, but this time I have a certainty of where my home is. That is really important.
I have... no idea where my life will go. I know where I want it to go... but... I DON'T HAVE A DECENT PORTFOLIO. I really, really, really want to get into RISD of Parsons. A LOT. but... MY portfolio... I'm extremely nervous everytime I think about it...
( Tentative Artschools )
so I need anywhere from 10 to 20 pieces (hopefulle closer to 20) by Christmas break so I can apply everywhere at once. Honestly thank god CalArt is at the bottom of the list... I can take 'till mid-Jan to fisnish everything... THAT'S STILL SO LITTLE TIME THOUGH.
I'm going nuts. I need to breath.
... u.u ...
meh!
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| SIM DATE RPGS!! |
[02 Aug 2007|09:56pm] |
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omg I have become such a Sim Date games freak, I am such a girl! =O they're frikkin' addictive~! XD
here're links to my faves so far:
Love Hina Sim Date RPGk'z, this is the first one I played =) you get one cheatcode per ending. It's fun and momentarily addictive! xD my favorite ending was Mitsune's, and my fave cheatcode Naru's. =)
Pico Sim Date RPG you are Pico, your son from the future tells you you must seduce Nene into dating you or he won't exist (dum dum dum!) I really liked it =)
Pico Sim Date RPG 2 BEWARE THE HUGE POP-UP THAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU OPEN THIS LINK. (it's not dangerous, just annoying) Immidiate sequel to the game above, a bit more complicated! I found the ending of the first game more rewarding than the first.
you know, they don't sound nearly as good written down, but I love them! <3
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| Finished Twilight Princess. |
[18 Jul 2007|06:19pm] |
and omg I am gonna cry ;_____________;
( spoiler-happy rant~! )
Well, 'm relly sad it's over =/ I want a sequel. But then again, I also wanted a sequel to Ocarina of Time and what I got was Majora's Mask >.< *annoyance*
not to say Majora's Mast wasn't good... just... I WANTED OCARINA OF TIME 2. and now I want Twilight Pincess 2. And of course, I'm not gonna get it T_T
wut else? I got a "Zelda Collection" game for the Nintendo Gamecube, and am currently getting through Ocarina of Time (again). then I might take "Master Quest" on... or perhaps Majora's Mask. Dunno.
omg. I woke up at 4pm today o.o. wtf? I need to get my schedule straight. And I need a shower.But I gotta wait for the Desperate Housewives end of season two, so I'll do that later =)
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| zuccini! |
[16 Jul 2007|07:10pm] |
(because as much as I hate it, I love it's name!!)
Watched the HP movie =) ahhh... I'll never get tired of repeating the fact that the castig director for that movie is like... AMAZING. I can't get over how every actors fits their respective characters so well!! I mean, Unbridge and Harry were just as... smackable in the movie as they were in the books! XD and OMG I so cried when Sirius died D=... Mel and I were hugging each other and bawling for like... a little while at that moment. Pu and Lu were just O.O (they didn't read the books, he shmucks!) so then they come ask me all sort of o.O questions like "What is Tonks? Why does not like being called Nymphadora?" and 'm like... REED DA BOOKS J00 FOOS! XD
Btw, I might as well say, they never mention Tonks is named Tonks, just that she doesn't like to be called Nymphadora, which left Pu and Lu like... well should we call her Nymphie? lol
Regulus isn't mentioned. He's not even shown in the freakin' Black family tree. wtf??
HARRY IS NOT WEARING HIS GALSSES LIKE WTFMAN??
...and a bunch of other stuffiez I cannot remember...
I've been a couch potato since I came back! A COUCH POTATO! and like... a nightime couch potato XD
ahhh... life
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| La Li Ho! |
[12 Jul 2007|05:00pm] |
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I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
I HAVE AN IPOD AND SHE'S BLACK
so now that we got that out of the way...
I've decided that, even though I dun even have a decent portion of my music on my mac, I shall start usign her! and so I picked her name to be... La Li Ho! (in honor of... Shichi? more like the first thing that came to mind... hehe) it might be a temporary name but I dunno yet.
And she's so pretty!!
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| omfgonastickitsaDMCanime |
[09 Jul 2007|09:31pm] |
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SUPER SPECIAL AWSOME!!!1!!one (lol abridged) |
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kz... so I didn't go to Tate's today... but I went shopping anyway!
I got a new bathing suit (weee!)
and hector's wii
and bookies! (her majesty's dog 6! T^T <-happy tears)
and you know what else? I ate sushi AND a cookie sandwitch. Try and beat that. lolz
but you know what the best part is? THERE IS A DEVL MAY CRY ANIME and the animation is cool and theart rox0rs your ass and Dante is still the hottest thing EVAH ((and still makes me wet!) *shifty eyes*)
and now the hypothetical me-lu scene for the next year!
sho(londres)3pm: *llama a lulu desesperadamente*
lulu(vzla)1am:*se despierta y panikea cuando ve un numero extrano en su cel* *agarra* ....halo?
sho: BOO!!
lulu:*se defeca*
sho:BWAHAHAHAHAHA! salio el nuevo episodio d DMC! tqm *cuelga*
lulu: o.O...wtf?
i still rawk =3
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[09 Jul 2007|09:20pm] |
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ANIME YUME IS DOWN FOR MAINTANCE! woe is me...
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| backx0r from da deadx0r X3 |
[08 Jul 2007|11:13pm] |
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I got to see Megz today! Yay!!
I missed her =) and Ree and her family. We're going to see Harry Potter on tuesday night!!! >3
yesterday night I went over to Kilwins, they have CAKE BATTER ICE CREAM! Like ;P to the max! It's really good XD
So far my trip has rox0red lots.
And tomorrow 'm going to Tate's! Wheeeeeeeeee!
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